What Now.

I never know what to call these blogs.

I started a new blog. One that no one knows. 

So that I can discuss with myself more personal things. 

I'm not going to neglect this one though.

It's kind of funny.

I was thinking about something stupid earlier. Like how Joey and Mikey pretty much cut all ties from me because of Jake. I was thinking about how much of a fucking bitch that makes both of them. And that's extremely mean, I know. But seriously, they're just showing Jake that he has power of them. He has the power to make them do whatever the fuck he wants. It's not about their friendship with Jake, and upsetting him. FUCK.

See. This is what I hate. I hate it so much. Why do I even bother thinking about these things. They piss me off so much. Sometimes I feel like this all shouldn't be happening because of the people around us. But then I think and think and think, and it doesn't matter if the people around us don't approve or whatever the fuck you want to call it.

I had a list of things to do today. Out of 7, I think I partially did 3. Pitiful. It's already 8:47. I haven't even playing Poke e man since lunch time :(

It seems I always have other things to do. 

At least my room is clean now